Don't give up!
These are the words that are coming down from heaven. Don’t give up now! I think we can all agree that these are extremely difficult times to live in as a born again Christian. Especially for those who have a special task in the Kingdom of God. This is a time of preparation, a time where the Lord is testing our faith in Him. For a long time the Lord didn’t allow me to share about my personal situation and about the things I have to go through at this very moment. But now He allows me to do so, so you will recognize and see that you’re not the only one who is going through the same sort of situation. The Lord told me that there are many people who are going through the exact same thing. The reason why He allows me to share this, is to encourage you. And I truly hope that you will be encouraged and blessed by it.
My situation started in the year of 2008. Back then I had my own company, staff, a very royal salary and a beautiful car. I had everything I wanted. In fact I had so much that I completely started to build my faith and trust on my money. Sure, I did pray and sure I loved God, but the love for money was bigger. Ever since I became a Christian, I always told the Lord that I would follow Him, no matter what the costs would be. God saw how my money was taking over His rightful place in my life and He saw how my spiritual was being destroyed by it. Since I told Him the part “no matter what the cost”, He allowed everything to be taken away from me. Within just a few months I lost everything. My staff, my company, my car and my income. Instead of that there came a huge debt. Then He asked me this: “Who do you trust now? Your money?”. At first I was very angry at Him. In fact, my first response to the whole situation is not something to repeat at this place. Then, a little while later, He showed me that I was rebellious and that I needed to repent from that. When He told me, I had to admit that this was true and I repented from it. But still the debs were there.
Me and my wife lived five months without any form of income. Still the Lord took care of us. In this period it happened several times that someone put an envelope with money into our mailbox or that a bag full of food was placed before our door. We never saw who placed it there, but we sure thanked God for it! After these five months, the Lord gave me a job. I no longer was my own boss, but had to be employed again. Still I was thankful for it. However, the debs were so high that even that job couldn’t bring a solution. What followed was an attachment of earnings by the creditors. Still there was a little money left to live from. After I worked for eight months at that company, I was sitting in my office when the Lord suddenly gave me a revelation about my manager. He showed me that my manager was demonized by the spirit of Jezebel. I was shocked by it and wondered why I didn’t saw that before. At that point I wanted to resign immediately, but the Lord didn’t let me. He told me to stay put and to wait for His timing. He also told me that I had to speak up against my manager and that I had to tell him to repent. Then He said that my manager would fire me as a result of that.
In December of 2009 I was sitting alone at the office when I suddenly experienced a change in the atmosphere like I never mentioned before. I realized that this was not only at the place where I was sitting, but that it was much bigger then that. The Lord was doing something. A new season was started. And what mighty presence of God there was at that place at that time! I loved it. As time went by, it became January 2010. At that time the Lord told me to speak up against my manager. When I did that, everything the Lord told me to happen happened. Again I was unemployed, but for three I had some form of income left. At that point I told the Lord these words: “If You want me for a full time ministry, then please shut every door to a new job”. Guess what happened… All doors were being shut.
At this point I don’t have any form of income and the huge debt is still there. When, where or how this situation will be solved I don’t know. In fact I have no idea what the Lord is going to do to help us out of here. At any moment the bailiffs can show up at our door and take everything we own. And I really mean everything. They are allowed to take everything that’s in our house, except the bed, one table and two chairs. When you don’t/can’t pay your taxes in The Netherlands, they will put you in prison because of that. This also can happen at any moment since I don’t have any form of income left. Since I have a rental house, and I can’t pay the rent, they can also take my house from me. This can also happen at any moment. When all of this would happen, we are left with nothing. This is the pressure I have to live with every single day at this moment. Every time the doorbell rings, I wonder if one of those things will happen. Above that there are lots people spreading slander about me/us and I also lost many friends.
When I look at my situation, it’s pretty hopeless. Without God I would have every reason to commit suicide at this point. There would be nothing left to live for. Pay attention now. I have EVERY reason to give up. This situation is so hopeless that I could loose my faith in Him and in His solution. Earthly spoken, I would have every reason to do that since it seems God isn’t taking care of me and since it seems that He has forgotten about me. So do I give up at this point? NO! Earthly spoken it would take me years to get out of this situation, but I know and believe that my God can and will take me out of this! Then why is He allowing this to happen? Because He wants me (and you!) to be 100% depended on Him. He shuts every door to a possible solution until there’s only one solution left: God. He wants to bring us at a point where we completely trust in Him and where we will follow Him blindly, without questions asked. We serve a mighty God! He has never changed nor will He ever change! My attitude in this situation is that they can take everything from me, but they can’t take the only valuable thing that I have left in my life, and that is my believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, the eternal life He gave me and the precious presence of His Spirit in my life.
My life is no longer mine. He can do with it what He wants. If He allows all these things to happen in my life, then so be it. It will be for the glory of His name. If they come and pick me up to put me in prison, then I will testify at every single moment. From now on until the day I die, the name of my Lord Jesus will be on my lips. I will not lose my faith in Him. I know that everything that He takes away will be given back to me as soon as I learned the lessons He want me to learn. I’m not going to sit down and being rebellious! NO! I am standing and I will never accept that the faithfulness of my God is being destroyed. He will take care of His own.
Many people are finding their selves in the same or in a similar situation at this time. Many people are at a point where they want to give up or already have given up. Please understand that God is putting you through the test! Didn’t you always (used to) say that you completely trust in Him? Then where is your trust now? The enemy is destroying our countries. Many souls will be lost if we don’t stand up to tell them about Jesus! There is a huge harvest coming up, but there are only a few reapers. These lessons are so necessary to form our character. The Lord is taking you to new and higher spiritual levels. He wants to show you more and more. But you have to learn first! You can’t expect Him to use you when you’re not willing to let Him change your life in a more deeper way. The Lord want you to know that He did not forgot about you or your situation. You must not run to prophets for answers, you must run into the arms of Jesus! He is more then willing to tell you exactly what you need to know for that moment. He will sent His prophets to you when the time is ready. So what are His instructions for you in this time? To sit at His feet. To learn from Him. To worship Him in spirit and in truth. When you do so, you will receive His rest and His vision. All the fear will melt away and the burdens will be taken away from you. At that place of intimacy, He will share His heart with you. And when you received His rest, His vision and His heart, you don’t really care what the world can do to you or what they say about you. He will raise you up far above that. Don’t give up now! I know many people are saying that the time is near. And they are saying that for a long long time already. But the time is really near. The more you learn now, the more you sit at His feet, the more power you will see in your ministry. It’s all about being is His presence.
Before the Lord told me to write this message to all of you, He also gave me a prophetic word. When you read this word, please open your heart for what Jesus wants to say to you. You will get through this. He will get you out of your situations. He has never changed. Please, please, please, DO NOT GIVE UP NOW! We, the body of Christ, need you!
Robin Prijs
Prophetic word
My dear and precious child,
Usually people end a message to a dear and precious one with the words “I love you”. But I want to start with these words, because you are so very precious to Me. My heart goes out to you, everyday again! Every single day I wait for you to come to Me. Every single day I’m watching you with My eyes full of love. How I long for it that you will come and sit at my feet. How I long for it to fill your heart with My love, peace and rest. I am so willing to baptize you in My love. I want you to realize how very much I love you!
I see the burdens that you’re under and I see you suffer because of it. That really hurts My heart. You were never made for such burdens! You were never made to suffer. I did that for you! But most of all, I see how doubt is starting to increase in your heart. And that is what hurts Me the most, when I see how your faith is decreasing and the doubt is starting to take over. Don’t you know that doubt ruins everything that was build up in faith? Don’t you realize that faith sets everything in motion?
My precious precious one, there is so much more then reach the eye. At this very moment there is a huge battle going on! The reason? Souls! I didn’t die for just a few souls, I died for all of them! It is war in the heavens! The time to for once and for all deal with satan, his angles and his demons is approaching! And he knows it! He knows that his time is almost over. That is why he tries to destroy everything that I prepared for you.
This is the time of preparation, to rest at My feet and to receive from My heart. You will see the biggest harvest that was ever seen in mankind. It will be the second to last harvest and I want you to be a worker in this harvest. I want you to trust and believe in Me! If you need to repent from doubt, then do so, but be ready and stay focused on Me. I am more then willing to forgive and restore you, but you need to repent from every form of rebellion and doubt. Keep your eyes pointed at Me. Proclaim the word of God for it will happen exactly the way I said it. Didn’t I told you that life and death are in the power of the tongue? Be aware what goes out of your mouth. Pay attention! Don’t give the enemy an open door, for he sure will use it to destroy your life in any way he possibly can. You need to repent from all the words you spoke in unbelief and from all the words that were wrong. You need to confess these words as sins, and if you do, I will forgive you for it. You need to proclaim that you break all of these words in My name and they will be broken over your life. So from now on, speak only in faith. Proclaim the words that I spoke to you in My word and through my prophets. My precious child, I only want the best for you! Anything less then that will no do for me. But you need to grand me some time to do so. Don’t you remember that Daniel had to wait for three weeks before the angel could come through? The world as it is now is much worsen then it was then. If Daniel already had to wait for tree weeks back then, in that time, then you can imagine what kind of battle there is going on at this very moment. My Father, the Lord of Hosts, the Commander of the heavenly armies, He spoke the historical word “Enough!” when He stood up to defend you and to fight for you. This battle is not yours, it belongs to My Father. He will conquer!
There is so much more that I want to tell you, but I want to tell you that in person. I want you to sit at My feet. I want you to take the time for Me, to worship Me in spirit and in truth. That is the place where I can and will speak to your heart. Don’t run away from your calling! I have called you to follow Me and to be a reaper in this season of reaping. Yes I want to use you and no, you didn’t understood Me wrong. You know exactly how to hear and understand My voice. Don’t be fooled by the enemy.
Rise up! Rise up you prophets, apostles, evangelists, teachers and shepherds! Stand up in faith and remain standing! Your tasks are going to start very soon now. Do not pay attention to your financial situation or to the slander. Ignore it and keep your eyes focused on Me and on Me alone. I will give you rest. I will help you through this time of preparation. My FIRE is approaching. Behold for I am truly coming soon. You are mine and I am yours, for now and forevermore. I love you.
Jesus Christ.
